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| WALANG MAY ALAM? sa tingin mo tanga ako? sa tingin mo wala akong alam?
i just happen to have found out something yesterday. come on non.
that's bullshit. and that's the last thing i need from you.
yknow what.
just dont DONT talk to me ok?
i
dont want to hear from you right now. i dont want to know how much you
dont care how i feel or what i think. because i totally know that.
you're
nothing but a selfish asshole.. a stupid one, so to speak. ive known
that for a long long time already but i guess im stupider cause i
thought along the way you'd change. i thought you needed a chance, and
i gave you that. NOT JUST ONE. i gave you unlimited chances non. and
you just threw it all away. people have been telling me that you're not
worth it and i keep telling them that YOU ARE. too bad i had to find
out for my self. so please? keep your thoughts to yourself because they
never help.
NEVER.
and i take back my apology. you dont
deserve it. alot of people, are in so much more need of it. :)) and
you've been a complete jerk all this time. i am just soo tired of
asking for forgiveness when in fact i should be the one forgiving you!
all this time i have done nothing but to understand your sorry
situation and forget things youve done to me.. horrible things. things
a guy should never do to any girl. yknow what. your time just ticked
off.. for now. i am sooo done with your broken promises and insincere
apologies. i deserve someone better. even for a friend.
because you are the lamest excuse for a friend.
my
god what am i doing in Canada anyway? hmn. lemme guess.. oh i remember.
because my fuckin exboyfriend drove me out of the Philippines! hahaha.
LMAO. but im cool with that. ive met new people here. people who made
me realize that i dont deserve shit. i can do better with someone who'd
appreciate me. hahaha.
i dont understand why you have to be
complicated. i dont understand why you DONT want me to be happy. haha.
and dont you fuckin try to deny it. all those futile attempts to make a
conversation i have made for the sake of moving on.. those were
classic. hahaha. ask yourself non. what have you done for me? what have
you done to make things easier for me. to make moving on a lot less
hurtful. NOTHING. because all you think about is your sorry self. how
you dont have friends.. how you're lost?! oh come on. cut me some
slack. im not the one who's self pitying here. YOU ARE. i would give
everything to have the people back there with me here right now.. to
have someone to listen to my thoughts in the middle of the night
without having to spend $0.17/minute. but you're fuckin wasting every
single second of that wonderful chance. dont you dare say that you dont
have friends because you dont know what it's like to walk alone knowing
that you'll never have the people you want to be with beside you, ever.
you dont know what it's like to have to sleep at night with a heavy
heart thinking that you cant call anyone just yet because they might
still be sleeping or they're working on a goddamn STR project! you dont
know loneliness the way it really is. because you've never felt it.
what you have experienced though, is isolation. and you chose that. YOU
WANTED TO BE ALONE. so dont you tell me that no one understands you
because we both well know that there are quite a number of people out
there who'd die to hear your side of the story and to be your friend.
and you completely ignore them every single day of you fuckin life!
friendship? you wouldnt recognize it if it slapped you in the face.
whatever
happened to the strong michael non i used to love? the one who was
strong enough to 'overcome the weakness in his family'? lost? hahaha. i
sure hope he finds hmself real quick. school year's almost over.
i am soo not done with this post but i'll take a rest for a while. this is just way too much emotions. :)) hahahaha.
til next time.s
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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.
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| grabe grabe grabe. this blog is soooo dead. T_T hahaha.ü it's been like almost 2 months since i last posted here. and here's just to keep it up to date. :p hehe. i dont want to delete this blog though. lots and lots of memories here. :) hehe. anyway. JULY 20. it's our 5th month! :) hehe. funfunfun. hehe. IM HAPPY. <3 |
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| im pissed.
i hate how you could just (delete) something as sentimental as that.
perhaps for you, those things you put there were just rubbish. but for me. they meant a lot.
sooo ano yun. JOKE LAHAT? aw come on.
i hate it.
i hate how you just walked out on me (again).
how you left me hanging. like you always do.
how you could just throw us away.
haaii.
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